Mantis Beings, Antares & Channeling Consciousness: Toni Ghazi on Awakening & ET Contact

In this episode of Cosmic Conversations, Hayden Crawford sits down with consciousness explorer and channel Toni Ghazi for a deep and expansive conversation on awakening, synchronicity, and direct experiences with higher intelligence.

Toni shares his remarkable journey from growing up in Lebanon, moving to the United States as a teenager, and experiencing a series of life-changing synchronicities that ultimately led him into spiritual awakening and channeling.

We explore his experiences with:

•  Early spirit phenomena and unexplained encounters 
•  Synchronicities that shaped his life path 
•  The evolution from traditional religious belief into expanded consciousness 
•  A profound awakening during the COVID era 
•  Channeling and multidimensional communication 
•  Connections to mantis beings and the Antares star system 
•  The nature of thoughts, reality creation, and human perception 
•  What it means to awaken in a rapidly changing world 

This conversation invites listeners to explore consciousness beyond conventional boundaries and consider the deeper intelligence behind synchronicity, intuition, and reality itself.

Whether you are new to these ideas or deeply immersed in the field of consciousness studies, this episode offers a thought-provoking exploration of human potential and multidimensional awareness.

Transcript

SPEAKER_02 0:00

And the men's beings came through and were clear. The act of forgiving, you are saying, I forgive you. There's a level of judgment underneath it that what you did was wrong and not good, not enough, is of less value than that is a fallacy. Nothing needs to be forgiven because the moment you forgive anything, you literally cast a judgment on what you are trying to forgive.

SPEAKER_00 0:56

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SPEAKER_01 3:45

Thank you, Hayden. Thank you for being creating this beautiful space. Thank you for the beautiful introduction. Um, I'm very excited for our co-creation and the universe is amazing.

SPEAKER_02 3:57

Um and I can't wait to share with you, you know, whatever questions you have. Uh there's a lot, I mean, I feel like we need 10 20 episodes between us, truly, and and your audience because there's so much to share, but we'll trust spirits where they're gonna lead. And um yeah, and we'll I'll I'll let you lead because it's easy for me to lead to.

SPEAKER_00 4:18

Yeah, that's okay. It's fine. And I we'll hand it over to each other as we go through. I'm I'm sure. Now, can you take us back to your earliest memories in Lebanon and what stands out as your first sense that reality wasn't quite what you thought it was?

SPEAKER_02 4:35

Yeah, so look, for your audience and for you, uh, in case you don't know anything about me, I um I grew up in Lebanon and moved to the US uh and I live in Washington, DC, uh, the capital of the USA, and I've been here ever since we moved from Lebanon. Uh, I grew up Christian, uh Greek Orthodox, and that's all I knew. I'm 46 years old, was born in 1980, whatever the math is. Um, until COVID, I was a devout Christian, literally, praying to Mother Mary, praying to Jesus, all of our saints. I even have my saint here, like Saint Charbel, who's uh like you know, who's a Lebanese saint, and I still believe in them, right? But back then, before COVID, before my conscious awakening, I was in the old paradigm of belief, of actually disempowered belief. What I now like realize that when I prayed for Mother Mary and Jesus and the saints for healing or money or or this and that or whatever, or for change, I was praying to something outside of me, to a power or an entity or a presence or an intelligence outside of me. Ever since my awakening, and it and it and it uh and and it like took me two years to understand what's really happening. But anyhow, I'm kind of just jumping a bit, uh, a bit a bit a bit faster. Uh, ever since I became conscious of what awakening means, I like realized all these beings are me, are part of who I am, are an intelligent conscious living within me. I just couldn't perceive it then because my definition of what the world was, what I was told through my parents, through education, through like the culture itself, through like marketing, through television, through magazines, through whatever, the conditioning, conditioning, conditioning, conditioning of what is becomes your world. So, what most people are living these days who like let's say aren't conscious of something beyond them was my life for 41, 42 years until COVID hit, and when COVID came is literally the best way I can describe it. My consciousness opened, and I knew nothing about channeling, nothing about aliens, or let alone insectoid beings, or UFOs, or psychics, or none of that, or like past life regressions, or being hypnotized, nothing, woo woo, literally nothing. But when when actually COVID happened, and this whole uh brainwashing of fear and six feet away, and do this, and you have to barricade yourself and and just witnessing the world, witnessing humans outside on the street running, trying to exercise on the sidewalk, and as and in an open air, like we're on Mother Earth, it's open air, and they would run away from each other in the middle of the street to stay like six feet away. That sight of the fear when you're in an open field of air, of nature and trees and like mother Gaia and Oneness just didn't click in my mind. Something shifted in everything, my whole world shifted. Um, like synchronicity, which now, I mean, like back then, I I didn't know what like synchronicities was. I like probably would have like defined it as um as like coincidences, but synchronicities reorchestrated itself. The universe began like showing me what is not real, but what is possible beyond the definition and the construct of the mind. Um, mind you, I'm a realtor. I've been selling real estate for like um like for 17 years, and I still am a realtor. Uh and I do like real estate seminars, I teach real estate, I sell houses to people, all facets, all denominations, all financial statuses while doing this crazy woo-woo stuff. And I'm telling you this, that it is not this or that. Because when I began like awakening, I thought of leaving real estate. I told my husband, um, I'm gonna sell everything and I'm gonna go live in the woods in a hut and be in this very like pious, very in the middle of like nowhere living with Mother Nature. I mean, it's very confusing when you begin, when your world shifts, when you jolt your reality to try to make sense of it. But then as you awaken, you realize everything is beautiful, everything is part of it. I'm a multidimensional being. I can be a realtor, I can be this, I can do that, or or or in, you know, and and and all of it. So I have two jobs in a way, like full-time real estate like business that I own, and this full-time traveling, speaking on stage, like public speaker, channeling the woo, channeling aliens and praying mince beings, and and like we'll talk about what they uh what they like stand for and the message like from them. And I also work with corporations, I work with leaders, uh, CEOs, executives. You can be a leader as your own leader of of like your life to reshift your lens in which you see the world. But within the corporation, within the business world, which I deal with investors, but like board members, I'm part of like a few boards. Um how do you lead consciously with heart in a corporation, in a place where perhaps many are unconscious to their heart, right? Because oftentimes within like a corporate world, and when you arrive to the corporation, when you arrive to your job, you put on the hat of whatever you're a VP, you're this, you're this employee, whatever it is, whatever like your title is. But once that title is over and you go back home and you're driving back home, then you're back to yourself, George or Jennifer or whatever your name is, and you're back to your story, you're back to your insecurities, you're back to your humanity, to the human aspect of you, to you know, to the broken aspect of you. So how do you begin to lead honestly and authentically in a space where it's also designed for you not to be authentic? They say you can be like you know, um authentic, but the moment you're real and you show your weakness, then they say you're weak or or um or or or like whatever it is. I also stutter, I've also stuttered, and it just came. I've battled with stuttering all of my life at the age of 33, and I have an MBA and all kinds of degrees and whatever, and I was smart, and I like uh like you know, top degree or top like great summa cum lade and all these things. And as a young kid, as a young 33, like your old man, like thinking you're invincible and you're having all these great jobs. I had an interview at at the age of like 33 where where where like my stuttering um went super bad, like from the age when I was born until I would say 25-ish or so, like right when I began introduced like to college, is where I began to work with my stuttering in a way where it kind of lessened. But anyhow, at like the age of um like 33, I had a great job. I had three like interviewers, you know, on uh you like an at a uh on a panel, like on a table, and I go into deep stuttering, like like to the point where yeah, uh, you know, I had tunnel vision, my my skin felt hot, I was sweating, and I ran out of that meeting, out of that interview to get a job, like feeling broken and shattered into a billion pieces. Like my physical body, my throat, all of my life never served me. Didn't know why I could not speak. And when I say stuttering, it was super bad. Um, like now I have tricks. I use the word um and I use the word like to help me transition and bridge. And if I don't, I'll go, uh-uh-uh. Anyhow, at the age of 33, like thinking I have all these degrees and I'm doing well in life, blah, blah. I couldn't speak. And the look in those interviewers' eyes of horror and just like pity, and I don't know what was going on through their mind, but just their look of like, we would love to hire you with all your like credentials, but you cannot even speak. So, why would we hire you? And I ran out of that meeting and out of that interview at 33, feeling literally broken, shattered in so many pieces. Like, how can I exist in this world when this whole world is about spoken language, right? How can I conduct business and talk to clients or whatever? So, the point that I'm sharing all this with you is to show your audience that you know, oftentimes when you hear these stories of people that awakened and psychics or whatever it is, and you in your mind you're creating this perfect image. Trust me, I'm as imperfect as whatever you feel. I was also molested when I was a child, um by a member. I'll I'll say close to a family so we don't give out too much information, but anyhow, so I went through that sexual trauma uh and I lived through the Lebanese Civil War. That all of this is has like become, I'm beginning to uncover that within myself when I actually like you know awakened and like began this, this, this like spiritual, um like psychic path. And when I began going to retreats and working on myself, so I hold retreats, I do seminars, like you know, I'm a public speaker, I do all these things, but I also take myself as a participant to work on myself. Throughout those journeys, like last year, I did over 10 retreats, like for self. I begin to uncover that I have repressed memory. And no wonder because I would always tell my friends, I don't remember like my childhood, I remember anything beyond like 10 years old. When I have friends are like, I remember when I was born, I remember being in my the womb of my mother. I'm like, Are you kidding me? I barely remember when I was 10, let alone you know what I mean. But now I'm I'm I'm beginning to realize, and it's my journey to uncover those traumas, how like the state of war, exactly what uh like what's happening in like the Middle East right now. I lived through the bombing, like the whole idea of like terror, the whole energetic field of like people being like terrorized and like the the um like you know, the shots being fired and bomb after another, and like seeing dead people and blood and just the energy of being afraid. And I asked my mother like last um last year in like 2025, like, did we go to school like during the war? Because I had assumed we never went to school. I had assumed, I don't know, we I just don't have any memory of it. Yes, you guys went to school every single day. So I don't even know as children, as a child being driven in a bus to go to school while there's bombs and there's like state of affairs and there's like destruction and all of this. What does that do to your nervous system? What does it do to the mind? I have no clue, and I'm still to uncover it. And I'm mentioning all, oops, sorry, and I'm mentioning all of these um raw information, not to have pity, just to let you know, I am as real as you, and that is my story. And through the awakening is how do I begin to go within my story and see God in all of it? That's primarily the message of the praying mantis beings. And why did the praying mantis beings come? And I have chills all over my body because they're here. You have to understand, all of my life I've been terrified of insects. When I say terrified of insects, I literally would run the other way. Cockroach B, anything multi-legal, let alone like praying mantis, anything that's buzzy and looks like foreign and out of this world. I'm literally like running screaming until at the age of 42, I had my first I'm like past life regression where I was hypnotized for the first time. I didn't even think I could get like hypnotized. I I dropped into that state, and the first image that came through was of a um was of a praying mantis head. And I'm gonna show your audience just in case you you don't know what that term is. This head, right? This like you know, insectoid um um like you know image, but it was a flash, so it came and left in a microsecond, but in that microsecond, I was in it for eternity. It was the first time ever I experienced what I call hyper-awareness, and I have chills all over my body again, hyper-awareness of many like timelines. It was the first time I am I can experience the image here and gone, but yet I was in it for eternity. The next image was of this long-bodied silhouette. Uh, I'm sorry, of this long like human silhouette. There was a head, there was a shoulder and arms, and it was uh like just standing, like there was no features, about 30, 40 feet high, and just like light emanating out of that uh silhouette. And I heard and it was a flash, quick image, but it I was in it for a long time. And I heard telepathically very clearly, we are coming to you through this human like silhouette, because your physical mind is able to construct and understand this archetype. Shall we come to you fully as our intelligence? Your mind has no construct, no scaffolding, no understanding whatsoever of what it is. And literally, it will be like old television, like static, like shh, like your mind will not be able to construct what it sees. But as you begin to open your heart to us, as you begin to to build a relationship like with you, we'll begin to infuse and acclimate your energies to begin to understand us beyond logic. And we'll get to that in um, like you know, in a minute. And the third and last image that came as a flash, but I was in it forever, was of this heart. I don't know if it was a heart like the heart that we draw or the actual heart, like the organ, but all I know it was a heart, but it was sliced, slice, slice, slice, slice, slice in every direction, left, right, rectangle, um, um, um, um, I'm like um like diagonal, up, down in every potential like sacred geometry, every multi-dimensional way, everywhere I looked, I just recognized a heart of slices of hearts on each of the slice, it was faceted like um uh like a crystal, like these facets, right? So, how you see this? It wasn't the facets that was interesting. What was interesting is the intelligence of the clarity of the facet, the best way that I can describe it to you. And within what seems to be all these corridors in every direction of this sliced heart that is faceted, there was a grain of light. And when I say grain, the smallest micro, micro, micro, micro grain you can ever imagine. The smallest grain you multiply or you'd like divide it by a mil a billion, a tiny little grain of light within what seemed to be infinite corridors of like nothingness, just a heart and a slices. And in that moment, when I recognized that light, and I'm getting chills again, I recognize that I am made of light. All of us, they said every consciousness, every intelligence is made, is made of light and love. And when I became conscious, that's the best way I can describe it to you. I became aware mentally, logically, emotionally, knowing this that I am light. That little grain of light reflected off the one facet to the next, to the next, to the next, into this infinite, infinite corridors of uh crystals, creating a beautiful um like Merkabah of light. And I ran out of that session, like calling my friends, like telling my friends, oh my god, I talked to the insectoid beings, I'm a praying mantis being. Literally, I was out of my mind with knowingness. There was no logic anymore, there's no courage, there's no fear, there's nothing but knowingness. To the point, the next month, through a whole thing of synchronicities, I gotta download. It's time for you to create a website, you tell the world that that that that like you channel us and place a decal on the back of your car that you speak to aliens, you channel uh extra-dimensional beings, have Bigfoot, have a spaceship, have a gray alien, have a praying mantis as you're selling real estate. As a realtor, my car was empty. I never have anything on my car that says I sell real estate or can help you however, and I still don't feel called. But three years ago, I had that like vision and like download to step into this new version of me with no fear. One of the most beautiful dialogues I have, and I'll show you like the back of my car, like just so you can have a quick context of and like for your audience to get a kick out of it. Because as I'm showing houses to strangers, and oftentimes I meet strangers, and uh, and then like, of course, like we become friends. The first thing they see is this, and the first thing they ask, What is that, Tony? Um, the most, and I'm gonna show it to your audience quickly, just so you have an idea. This is what you see the Atarian Heart Channel, extra-dimensional being spiritual guide. You know, the most beautiful dialogue of consciousness with people from all over the world, because I have um like a lot of international organizations here, um, like find so people from all over the world, every in every country, like come to DC, like to Washington, like to buy a home, or like rent a home. Um, I have the opportunity and beautiful, like privilege to talk to every culture, every denomination, every religion, every color, every creed. And we literally talk about consciousness and God. This is not to make them believe what I do, and this is not for them to make me believe what they do, but it's just this beautiful co-creation and expanded dialogue of consciousness and what God means and what religion is and what heart is and what love is from these many um these like many different facets. That's a short version. I mean, there's a lot of um a lot of other like crazy details, uh, but just like quickly, that's kind of like woo woo. After that, like past life regression, and when I stepped into this version of me fully with my Full power with my full like knowingness, spaceships begin appearing over my house. I have videos of all of this: lightships, UFO ships, actual like discs, orbs, bluff. Uh um, I'm I'm like, you know, like flying you know over my house. Stars at night are doing Morris codes, like uh, like you know, for me. I have night vision camera. Um, even fairies in my house, everything is recorded on the iPhone, like clear as day, during the day, like during at night, insane stuff began appearing, but I realized like later we've we're always surrounded by all these spaceships and things. And of course, the government or the governments of all over the world like know about it. But now that I begin to expand my lens, my own understanding, my own definition of who I am, what the world is, I begin to perceive what always existed there. But that was my reflection, that was my mirror, reflecting back to me my state of being, my frequency. It has expanded, and now I'm able to see. Um, and a cat of my ex-boyfriends um like died, and he asked me um, you know, if I know an animal like communicator, and I and and I like didn't, and I just googled somebody. I found three people, but they had a year and a half wait. We couldn't wait, like, you know, a year and a half to relieve my ex-boyfriend to speak to his cat that died. Um, and I found this woman, uh, her name um is like Stephanie Light, and like she talks like to cats, and we had a session at the end of that session. Like she said, I teach a channeling class. I wasn't looking for channeling class, I didn't even believe I could channel. I thought you had to be, you have to have special rights, you have to come from a special lineage, you have to be perfect, you have you had to have done the the the most pious, the the most like pious things um in life. I was so disempowering myself, judging myself that I couldn't. But ironically, when she said, I have a channeling class, are you interested? I said, you know what? I am immediately I knew I was meant to be a channel, immediately I just jumped into that state, not knowing where I was, where I would, even that I could even talk to the praying man's beings. Although the past life regression, I felt that knowingness that I'm connected to them, I could not have imagined I could channel them. And the rest is history. I just awoke three, four years ago. I began doing this publicly about two years ago. I've been on stages of people that have been doing this since the 1980s. Big names, Bashar, Wendy Kennedy, uh like Lisa Royal Holt, a lot of big names. I've been, you know, on um like on stage with them. Um, I have three documentaries coming out. I'm sorry, uh sorry, two documentaries coming out on Amazon. Um, and I've been filmed on Gaia. So my episode with the Praying Man Spings will go out maybe this month or like next month. Um, anyhow, just to tell like the audience that once you step into a new version of you, that you kind of awaken within not caring about the world, not caring about whether you be judged or like ridiculed or be seen as insane. My parents have no idea what I do. They think it's weird and odd and like voodoo, and they to call it that, like that, like it's that, whatever that means to them. You know, so but when you begin not caring about the world and just trusting your path, as insane and weird and out of the box it is, the world begins to show you. The world's beginning, the world begins to mirror, the universe begins to mirror to you that this is your path, and it opens doors, it opens like synchronicities, it gives you like confirmation that you are on the right path. And this doesn't mean I always tell my audience, this doesn't mean I'll be a praying Mantis channel forever. They may switch, they may change, they may leave, some other beings may come, I may become into a new expanded state of being. I don't know. I'm not claiming I am this only because I know I'm a multidimensional being and I have aspects and access to all my infiniteness. Um, and in short, the main message of these beings is unconditional love. And I know within the spiritual community, many of us, even within religion, whatever it is, if you're Taoist, Buddhist, uh if you're like Muslim, Christian, whatever it is, even if you're an atheist and don't believe in God, but you believe in unconditional love, whatever it means to you. The unconditional love humanity experiences is with conditions, because they go deep into dissecting words and questions. So, like when you begin to post questions to them, they'll dissect, they're like surgeons of words and they're surgeons of the mind, and they assist you and invite you into going beyond the logic into foreign territory and unknown. Because what is logic to begin with? Logic is the construction of what we are conscious of, logic is the construction of where we feel safe, and we have deemed this are this is the parameter, and these are the boundaries of what I feel safe in. My mantis beings, they push you outside of that boundary into the illogical, into the unknown, to allow you to rely on your intuition because all of us are channels, all of us are antennas, all of us have access to it. No one needs to learn to channel. I also um um like teach um a like channeling class where we don't teach you how to channel, we allow you to remember that you have always been a channel, we allow you to become conscious of the frequency that you are, of the antennaship that you are, to begin to see that you've always had communication. You just never perceived it because you were brainwashed not to believe you are that. Um their message is about integration, bringing back everything into love, and how to love what seems to be unlovable. They talk about very provocative um like topics about war, about perpetration, uh, about serial killers, um, about abstein fire, like let's say a lot of the things the society has shunned and has said this is evil and this is bad, and this is not to say the actions are not aligned, but how in a space like that can you open your heart with compassion to see God behind it? And that is the trigger that a lot of humans are not ready for. That is the next level of loving without conditions, because it's easy for us to love victims, it's easy for us to love the light, it's easy for us to love this spectrum of like reality that I'm meditating every day, I'm loving everyone, I'm giving money to the homeless, I'm going doing this, I'm doing that, all of the good in the positive. But what's negative, what's dark, what's been suppressed, what's been pushed down is the work. This is where you jolt the physical mind. This is where you jolt the identity, you jolt, you literally shake like an earthquake, destroying the buildings of the mind. And now you're starting anew, fresh, and that scares the shit out of people that triggers people. And when you're triggered, what a beautiful gift! Triggers are invitations. You're only triggered because there's a belief system within you that you identify with, and that is an opening of a door to allow you to go somewhere. So there's a lot we can talk about, my friend, a lot of grander topics. Hopefully, this is helpful to a point and it gives you some context and like to the audience. And I'm happy to dive into whatever you want to.

SPEAKER_00 29:25

I love that. You know, that's that's the the best ramble I've ever I've ever heard for for centuries. You know, you've you went right off of one. And you know what? I love the fact that you've done that because it it paints the picture to everybody of of who you are, what you've been through, and you know, hopefully what like where you're going as well. But I I suppose the the biggest question that I've got at this stage, um, and we can talk about so much of that, um, is who are the mantis beings and where do they come from? And um like why do you feel like there is such a soul connection with them?

SPEAKER_02 30:02

Let's start with the soul connection. Words cannot describe to you what I experience when I'm with them. Words cannot literally words are not enough to describe the state of being when I get into into like the channel state of how they allow me to begin to perceive myself and the world and even my mind and the construction of my mind from a very um expanded way. And there's no way, literally, there the there are no words on earth to describe it. So when you begin to understand frequencies, when you begin like within your own self, you as um you as an as an audience, when you begin to understand what energy is, that you are an energy being, and begin to sit down and receive that and just own it, whether or not it makes sense yet, or whatever, that will happen on like the journey. And oftentimes we get stuck. I need to understand to know that's a prison. That's not how it works. Letting go of needing to understand, letting go of the resistance, needing to understand and allow synchronicities to show you the path, that path will reveal to you what the logic cannot ever, ever conceive of. The praying mantis beings, although we say praying mental beings, they are not physical beings, like the one like that I connect with are pure energy. The best way that I can describe it to you that will make sense to the audience and to the to the mind is the same way how we understand like the internet, right? We all know there's an internet, we all know through the internet there's access to data and information and knowledge or whatever it is, and there's this access to everything, and now there's AI that's included, whatever. There's access to info. But is the internet tangible? Like, is there a way you can draw the internet? Is there a way you can describe to me what the internet is? Like it's a very there's no way we can, but because we experience what the internet is when we when when like we search online, when we say internet, there's this, there's this like knowing this access to knowledge, right? That's the best way that I can describe them to you. They are intelligence in inconceivable forms, they are not beings like us, they don't have fingers, they don't have eyes, they're not even dense, they're not hard at all. There's this flow of energy, they use or they I say use, but they actually are. They are energy frequency, they are color vibrations. So it's really funny that you work with color. So you may have it may not be a coincidence that you've always enjoyed color, or whenever you open up like to the color, because because even color frequencies is um is you know intelligence. So they use light frequency, they use um like you know, color frequency, and then sound frequency, um, as forms of intelligence that is forming and reforming constantly and forever within the multidimensional aspect that they are aware of. They use so like you're gonna hear um they they they they uh so like so so so like there there are there's like the Antares um like planet, there's a big red giant in the stars, um like that's called like Antares. The on the um the Antares target that I connect with is not the actual like planet, it's a it's a point, not even within our solar system, because you have to remember what we are perceiving our solar system is we're only perceiving it that way because of our limited input and in like belief systems within our mind. When you begin to deconstruct that belief system, you begin to experience the planetary bodies in a multi-dimensional way. So the Antares um, like Stargate that I also connect with is a form of like doorway and a like stargate that is made of intelligence to frequency that these beings we call praying mantis beings are able to traverse through to come to our density to be able to communicate to us. And us, we also have the ability to go from this dimension and like traverse through it to enter realms, but it's important for you, you have to redefine your belief system that you can and are able to have access to it. Um, a lot of the things when I do my channelings, um, like you know, for one-on-one, I just did a group channeling like for free the other day on uh like on Sunday, supposed to be for two hours, ended up being for three and a half hours. Um, a lot of the way they describe things, so if I'm doing like one-on-one, they go into your past lives, future lives, like parallel, like reality aspects, aspects of you that go beyond the tangible, beyond the mind, into inconceivable realities, but as you're speaking to them, you cannot escape the frequency of like what is it? It's almost like as they speak it through the English world to describe to you something beyond the English world, you're receiving light codes, you're receiving energy, you're receiving awakenings. Um, they work with many species, oftentimes humans on the planet as like they awaken, and also this is where it gets a bit tricky. As you begin to listen, other stories of other people, there's this whole paradigm. Oh, praying mantis beings have seen with gray aliens. This whole like you know, abduction theory, this whole um uh like you know, hybridization like theory where the gray aliens are involved. Oftentimes people experience the praying mantises behind them as overseers. Keep in mind that story that kept slooping over and over again that other people are experiencing could be an effect of the belief system that they believe that story exists. Praying mantis beings work with many consciousnesses, with many beings, like physical beings and non-physical beings. They don't alter things, they are biogeneticists, they are they know the systematic energy system of our body beyond the density, beyond the organs, beyond the fingers and the nails and the heart and and and uh and uh and like the physicality, because in reality, we are experiencing our forever energy form in the idea of density because we chose to see through the lens, through the like through like the glasses, the lens of like density and separation. They are um they hold space oftentimes to allow their frequencies to be around you so you can perceive that frequency, and so you can, by your free will choice, choose to use that. They don't alter things, they don't change things, they don't um change timelines, like let's say, right? That's not what they do. Um, they build worlds, they build stra energetic structures to allow solar systems to exist within the lenses in which other beings choose to experience their realities from. Because, like, remember, they also talk about in like when we dialogue with them, when we like bring them through, they're gonna talk about the infinite nature of self, the infinite nature of the infinite continuum. What's the infinite continuum? It's God. What is God? God is not an entity, it's not a physical thing, it's not one thing. God is a compilation, is grid points, is like data points, is uh intersections of so many infinite probabilities and possibilities, each conscious of themselves, up to the consciousness of that being. And that's where the sacred geometry like comes in, in the multidimensionality of sacred geometry and the infiniteness built in within such a sacred geometry, inconceivable to the mind, inconceivable, but as they like, you know, come in and when you ask them questions, and depending on the question, you're gonna begin beyond the words to feel things, to experience things. So does this make sense? I mean, there's so much to talk about.

SPEAKER_01 37:44

There's like there's so many chapters, and no, it really does.

SPEAKER_00 37:48

It's amazing because it's like as you're talking, there's like a million questions going through my head, and I'm like, well, I don't know which one to focus on because I could talk to you for hours. Um but I suppose, you know, you know, this this vastness of who they are, you know, it's it it seems eternal, and they seem like architects, you know, that that almost set the stage for reality to take place in the first place. And um, as you're talking, the way you're describing them and their resonance with color, um, it does feel um that there is a something that feels familiar to me. Um, and it connects, it seems to connect up with Andromeda. Um, because I know that a lot of the Andromeda um beings that I connect with are very much working with frequencies of colour, light, sound, um, and it's more vibration rather than non-physical rather than physical beings. So I think that it's it's interesting that they would present themselves to you as as looking like um a praying mantis, you know, initially, even though they don't carry that that form, but it's a way that they can um introduce themselves, I suppose, as uh uh as you know, so you you know where to begin. But then I suppose once you let go of that identity of who you know what they what they're presenting themselves as looking like, then you can kind of go into the nitty-gritty of how they're here to serve and how they're there to help. So if we look at like your, you know, this Antara's portal, I'm fascinated about this because it's come up in several conversations that I've had recently. Um, and actually it was Debbie Solaris um who was talking about um it and it being a passageway to Andromeda. So I I I you know I'm curious about this because I've been focusing a lot of on the Antares portal recently, and I want to know more about where it actually connects to, like what other is it is it a multidimensional portal just to other parts of our galaxy, uh our universe, or does it does it tap into the multiverse? You know, can you explain a little bit more about like why this is go coming into the zeitgeist right now?

SPEAKER_02 39:56

Yeah, yeah, yeah. So so look, when we awaken, when when we become more conscious of like whether or not you know what you're conscious of yet, but when the intention is there in human, in the many humans, right? When we when we begin to question uh whether it makes sense to the mind or not, and you haven't constructed an understanding of it, that intention alone to want to understand like something more begins to reorchestrate things of understanding. It's funny you mentioned Debbie Solaris because she's the one who confirmed to me, because I had uh because I had like my past life regression at first, and she had a wait of a year and a half, so I had to wait my time like interesting, but now we're dear friends, and now we speak on stage, and I've sent her tons of people. But anyhow, um, when I had my session with her, she's the one who confirmed for me uh the praying mantis beings, and that's how I knew about the Antares. I know nothing about astrology. My mind, okay, so like my physical mind doesn't like remember names, so I'm bad at human names until I finally know you, then I'll remember your name. Um, I'm all about like visuals and audio. So I'm all about like hearing things and like seeing things, and astrology. So like names of humans, you just you can tell me your name a thousand times and it will go out. Just I just doesn't catch the same with like you know, is uh with same the same like with astrology. So astrology, like star systems, is not a thing that sticks in my head. The only thing that's stuck is the Antares, like Stargate that she mentioned. She said, I'm uh one of the gatekeepers, that's how these are her words, one of the one of the gate, not the one of the gatekeepers of that Stargate here to bring in frequencies of unconditional love. And when she told me that then I wasn't even awoken to my full connection with the men, since I didn't know the messages yet. I also had another um um uh like psychic reading with a guy um in Ireland. God, his name, his last name is Smith. Also, a year and a half I waited for him to the point I forgot that I even have his session with him. Like 700 days later, you know who's gonna remember you have a session? When I had the session with him, he started laughing. He's like, he's like, I wish you were in my body right now to understand what I'm seeing in your chart. He said, and he mentioned like the Antares, he said, specifically, the Antarians are bringing codes of unconditional love. The reason I'm mentioning that again, because the physical mind, the logic literally is not going to be able to comprehend until you begin to experience it within yourself. So that portal is multidimensional in nature, tapped in and will give you access to the infinite probabilities and possibility entrances to many things. And what is that? That is the unconditional love frequency, the love without conditions. We call it Antares, we call um, like you know, we call them all these fancy names to categorize them in our mind because we need that in this logical world. But truly, what gives us access to everything, isn't it? Love without conditions, isn't it? Unconditional love. So truly, it's a frequential intelligence that resides within what we call the Ontarian um like Stargate. Um, and even the idea of love is also forming and reforming in its own way into the infiniteness of what it is, expanding and expanding, expanding, like um realizing itself what even love is like to begin with. Um but through the mantis being through through like the Antares, like Stargate, I get to access uh the Andromedaans, the Octurians, other beings, like light forms, other beings that don't even have words, uh like other humans have not even experienced, you know, amphibious beings, like um, like you know, beings made of smoke, uh, I mean, af channeled the wind, af channeled concepts that are abstract, insane, af channeled like water particles, um um, like molecular structures, things that aren't even it's not a being in the sense with arms and legs, what we think of, it's just intelligence. Um, so it's a special, special gateway that is conscious of itself. As having access to everything. And from my knowing, from my uh understanding, it's the frequency of loving without conditions, with meaning with no judgment, that gives you access to the infinite, to the gods.

SPEAKER_00 44:11

It's so interesting, right? Because I was also I was having a conversation recently with a guy called River Culver. Now he's a 13-sign astrologer. So he's actually probably one of the best 13-sign astrologers on the on the planet right now. He knows his his um you know his astronomy. And we were talking about the Antares portal, um, because um afucius is the 13th constellation that kind of gets ignored in uh you know tropical astrology. Um so you know, you're all you've got all your signs, but a fucius for for some reason has been omitted, you know, from it. And so uh um Antares actually sits um on on the same sort of um the way he describes it, on the same horizon or whatever as as of fucius. So it made me realize that you know a lot of this information has has maybe over a period of time been um removed because they didn't want people accessing it. Would you agree with that? Would you say that the the it's it's almost like the re-emergence of the the the wisdom of Antaras and the mantis beings is only now ready to come fully back to be able to guide us?

SPEAKER_02 45:27

Well, I'm gonna flip it back onto us. We as humans are ready to receive what's always been there. Um, I think you said Confucius, or please forgive me if I like screwed up the word, but whichever word that you just use of that of that of that being or understanding or whatever, the fuchsius one um has always been there. That's never been like that, that wasn't hidden, hidden in that aspect. It is our unconsciousness of what's more that allows us to perceive. So, because humanity has gone through so many trials and errors, because humanity, as humans and people and history and our own intuition, our own desire, our own wishes and hopes to expand, to learn more, to become more, allows those frequencies, what's always been there, to be revealed to us and for us to connect with them. Because when I like awoke to my mantis like connection, there's no books about manse beings. There aren't people that channel man's beings. There's, I think, Jacqueline Smith and and in like one guy in the UK, McQueen something, and some other like person on earth that that like that have mentioned their connection with the mantle beings, but I don't know if they are um uh like channel channel them like directly, right? Because some people have like we all have so many galactic like guys, but I'm one of the few I would say that's purely or very um like laser focused on them because they made it a point for me to be this way, right? So, like when I um like when I awoke in like to like the praying man's beings, there weren't many um like you know, people out there at least sharing their experiences with like praying man's beings. But ever since I kind of like went public, at least in my own like bubble, and all the comments I would receive, I mean, all these events, I've done over 40 events in like the past two years, which is insane. I'm I'm like uh like event serial like doer, whatever the word is. Um, I would get people come up to my table and my booth or like to my talks and on on stage. Oh my god, I I I I like meant the mantis, like mantis, like all of a sudden, mantis word be begin happening. And um obviously when you do plant medicine, if you do ayahuasca, if you do mushrooms sometimes, if you do bufo, if you do iboga, if you do other, which I haven't done all of those. I've done bufo and I've done mushrooms. Um, but when you do those, there is this repetitive pattern of meeting the praying mantis beings, and people have an out-of-body, an amazing experience, like with them. So, why is that like beginning to come? It's not the praying mantis themselves, it's the frequency of diving into self, it's the frequency of wanting to understand what love is, what unconditional love is, what self-love is. It comes in the archetype of a praying mantis because in our mind we need to construct, we need to have these labels to help us put together a much larger puzzle. Um, and we're ready as humanity, we are ready to expand to our next level of. Um, I don't think there's been a suppression in the sense of conscious suppression of there has been, and look, this is where we die. So I'm answering my own question, but I just want you to to and and and like your audience to go into my brain like for a second, how it splits into two. It splits into, I can answer like the idea of okay, there are people on our planet, there's like the government, there are like organizations even beyond the government that suppress certain information to keep us in prison, to keep us this, to keep us that the uh the whole like conspiracy theory. Yes, as part of the infinite continuum, all truth is true, right? All realities are real, so that is an aspect of reality that exists. But within that reality, what we're unconscious of is the multidimensional reality that you, as a conscious sovereign being, human, person, leader, as your own self can be and experience a different reality of. So, yes, there are people that are trying to suppress that, but just because they're trying to suppress it doesn't mean each and every one of us don't have the knowledge and the wisdom within us to shift ourselves into a new frequency to experience a complete different reality. Why the billions of people on earth could be experiencing one, you could even view them and witness them as that, but you can be having a very different world, which is the world that I live in, to the point my husband a few weeks ago, and I posted, sorry, my back is itching. Uh, and I posted this on uh like on social media, my husband said, You're out of your mind. He said, You don't live in this reality. He said, You literally are not here. I said, Absolutely not, I'm not here. I, as a sovereign being, choose to live wherever I want to live, I choose to live in whichever frequency, and I choose to see the world in whichever lens that I that I choose. But he in in that moment was judging me like as if his reality is the right reality and my reality is wrong. Within the men's beings, there are, they told me creation never sees wrong or right. The idea of morality does not exist within creation. We created that concept. Good and bad, positive and evil, black and white doesn't really exist. But to tell humans on earth who believe in religion, who believe in good and bad and evil and all these things that those things really don't exist, that's another shattering of identity. That's a shattering of what you know, what you feel safe with, that's the shattering of everything that you have known, regardless of your age, whether you're 10 years old, 20, 30, 80 years old, it's literally an ego death that terrifies like people. But when you allow yourself to go through these things, you begin to expand. Otherwise, if you continue to live in the confine and um the belief system that you feel safe in, yes, that is part of reality. Yes, that is part of the infinite, that is a puzzle that completes a much larger like puzzle. So we with our free will choice, we have options, but the men's beings always always bring it back. And I'm closing my eyes because they're here. Everything within the infinite continuum, continuum, every possibility, every probability, every decision, every reality, every choice, every experience you have is of equal value to the next. There is never within the spectrum of humanity, the the spectrum of goodness, of of bad, of like neutrality, within that, none of it is more or less than the next. And that is unconditional love. That is how do you allow yourself to see that this experience I had today may be the most awful experience, the most painful experience. How is this of equal value to the next experience that I can have that may be the most blissful experience ever? That is the neutrality of things, that is where you step back beyond the bounds in the limitation and the structure of society, of culture, of religion, of your own stories, of your fears, of your parents' fears, of what you see on TV, of and begin to challenge yourself to see underneath every creation, God exists. Even the idea of war, that of course we don't prefer. We don't want to see things die, or victimhood, or blood, or disempowerment. War is an act of creation. The fact that it's being created, there's no devil underneath it creating it. The devil is the construct of our mind, the devil is the darkness within us that we are not willing to even say. I have lived the life as a serial killer, I have lived a like life as a person who like molested um other people. I have lived the life who hated the world, I have lived the life who killed or like shot people. Like for the identity to step back and realize I am infinite, I am all of the probabilities, all of the possibilities, not only the good, the happy, the rosy ones, but also the non-that is the destruction, the deconstruction of what we were taught we are, and to begin to see underneath it God. And the bigger question is why would God allow us to experience even that facet of creation? That's where it ties back to the men's beings to unconditional love. God loves us unconditionally without conditions, that it allows us to experience all forms and all shades of all realities. Why? To allow us to become present and conscious of every every infinite probability and possibility. Because how else are we gonna be able to become conscious we are infinite beings? Shall we not become conscious of every point and dot and piece of the puzzle that we are? That jolts people out of their reality. That is a hard pill to swallow, but that is the next level of expansion because oftentimes they said humanity lives um in in uh in a fantasy of words, we don't truly live the word we say. How many times have we heard unconditional love to the world, peace to the world, I love everyone? All these beautiful expressions that seem so grand, but yet in your everyday life, you are judging yourself, you are judging others, you are um you are separating, right? There's in in the men's beings go deeper into forms of judgments that are wrapped into a beautiful bow of heart and love. Um that oftentimes we're unconscious of what we do. So we say these loving things, but underneath it, it's literally a pure form of judgment, and they will bring to light, they will allow you to become conscious. Let's talk about the idea of like forgiveness for one second, because I channeled that yesterday to um, like you know, to our class. There's a being, there's um uh there's a there's like a student in our class that's learning to channel, and he brought the idea of like forgiveness, and the men's beings came through and were clear. The act of forgiving, you are saying I forgive you. There's a level of judgment underneath it that what you did was wrong and not good, not enough, is of less value than, and that is a fallacy. Nothing needs to be forgiven because the moment you forgive anything, you literally cast a judgment on what you are trying to forgive. And the idea is to begin to see everything is of equal value. And how do you do that? It begins with yourself, everything begins with your story who you are, where you were born, how you were born, what you experienced, the trauma, drama, everything else, the stories that you created, your life, your work, your boyfriend, your girlfriend, your wife, everything when you begin to go within and begin to shift that lens and challenge yourself. How can I love myself today? How can I love even the decision that I made? That probably was the worst decision ever. How can I love the version of me that judged my mother or father or what I watched on TV or a concept or or or or or? Because then when you become the frequency of unconditional love toward thyself, because you are the engine of creation, because you are the projector of your own reality, you are the producer of this reality. When you begin to vibrate on the frequency of loving without conditions towards self is the time, is the moment where the lens in which you see the world shifts. Then you begin to see the world from the lens of unconditional love, and you begin to experience outside choices, outside options, other ascended masters, other beings, humans, plant life, water, wind, everything outside of you is a conscious being. From that lens of self, unconditional love, you begin to experience unconditional love towards outside. Until that point, you are living a fantasy, a Disney, like they say, like parrots. And they're not saying this to make fun of us, they're saying this so we can become conscious of what we are doing unconsciously. That we say these words and phrases that seem so grand and beautiful, but within our own life, our own environment, and within the self, we are not unconditionally loving. So, how can you truly experience the frequency of that? Shall it not begin with self first? That's why a lot of like teachers out there talk about self-work, talk about shadow work, talk about all these things. But the menses bring it, they really tie it to a grander concept that's almost abstract in nature. It's it's just phenomenal. It's just, it's, it's um, it's unbelievable.

SPEAKER_00 58:13

It is beautiful. No, it's lovely because it actually, if you think about the construct of where this all began, you know, I mean, through our programming, through the hero and the villain, created, you know, the hero's journey or the the path of the villain and the judgment that goes around whether you choose, you know, the right or the wrong, the good or the bad. And of course, you know, if none of that is true, then we have to go, okay, so you know, we can't judge anything or anyone as being anything. I love what you said earlier on as well, when you were talking about you know how you felt a little bit judged by a husband.

SPEAKER_02 58:48

Um, uh, because I I didn't feel I was judged by him. It was clear and he's very black and white. He's like he had uh it was pure judgment, but but I was just witnessing, yeah. Go ahead.

SPEAKER_00 59:02

Yeah, but it's interesting, but it's interesting because I think that that you know that can happen when you find a way of being able to kind of enter a a new version of reality, you know, you kind of do disassociate from the normal sort of routine. I mean, you've been able to manage the the 3D construct a lot better than I have. I had to leave corporate. I I was working in corporate IT recruitment for 15 years, and this was like 10 years ago that I left that now. But I was like, I wasn't able to manage this version of me within that sort of old um illusionary paradigm. It was just too claustrophobic. Um, so but I still sometimes feel um throughout from the outside world, you know, when they look at my life, you know, it's like, you know, it's all like I think they think it's all rainbows and unicorns, but I just don't play a role in in that anymore. I'm very much just doing this stuff all the time. And you know, there is often you know question marks over that, and you know, but I I I don't even get I don't even care anymore. I'm just like too happy in my own skin to even give a flying about any of that stuff.

SPEAKER_02 1:00:11

Totally, totally. And you know, oftentimes within like the spiritual within the spiritual community, so I am Pisces, and if you know anything about astrology, we leave our body, we fly, we go into other spaces. It's easy for us to leave our physical body. Within the spiritual community, there's this idea of like escapism, right? We we escaped our reality, we escape our but the whole point of our reality, the whole point of why we came to Earth, the whole point our soul, each and every one of you came to earth is to experience precisely what you're experiencing: the loss, the confusion, the happiness, the this, the enlightenment, the not enlightenment, the like like all of it. This is the point. So when you begin to deconstruct the construct where we were told life is and reality is, and you begin to go within and see it from your lens, not that I'm trying to change what I'm more, not that I'm trying to correct myself, not that I'm trying to heal myself, not that I'm trying to like change myself. Now I'm beginning to see myself and witness myself in a different lens. And I have free will choices to choose, to like put a like, you know, like you know, a lens of love today or a lens of confusion today, whatever. So it's not that there is a destination to reach that I'm more holier now than I was before. That's a fallacy and that's judgment. It's becoming awakened to the idea that everything that occurred, me, even my unconsciousness of who I am, my unconsciousness of me having abilities and all of us having abilities was also the point, was also of equal value to what I'm now thinking. I'm gonna I'm more conscious now and I have more expanded view. Uh, because as a soul, as a spirit beyond its physicality, we have access to everything. We have access to like the infinite up to that point of consciousness. So, um, so then how do you begin to see this life as beauty, as God, as the gift, as the empowered state of being, as ascension. Ascension isn't going up, ascension is really descending into this physical body and realizing this is ascension, you know. Um, yeah, and like within the corporate world, it's like a calling for me. I can't describe it, I just know I have to do it. It's I mean, it's been unfolding in magical and crazy and insane ways that I'm like, okay, it keeps repeating to me. Because I even had like thought, I don't know if I mentioned this to earlier, I may not have mentioned it, but I told my husband, I'm gonna, I'm gonna leave everything, go live in a hut. Like, I my idea of spirituality was like meditating, living in a tree, and being in the middle of nowhere and no having water and drinking from the river and hunting for like very, like, very Neanderthal, you know, which that was it, which wasn't the point. Like it was uh an illusion also of perfection, of what the perfect spiritual life is. There's like none of it, but my path is to to work within the corporation 3D world, so we can become conscious even of what the 3D world is. I mean, that's the next layer that's kind of a bit um, I'm I'm I'm I'm beginning to unwrap, and it's new to me. Like, how do I become conscious in an it in what seems to be an unconscious 3D world, right? Like uh you know, it's gonna unfold. And in and of course, I'm like gonna have challenges when I'm working with CEOs and executives and like team leaders, and even a human if they want to just hire me for like three months to change their life or whatever. Like there's always like a it's not I'm changing your life, we're both co-creating with each other to change both of our lives. Mens beings are very clear about each and every one of us have keys for each other to complete each other. No one has more value than the next. You as an audience may think in your mind, because we've been complete, you've been trained. Oh, he channels, he has more data. Oh, what like um um, like you know, what he says sounds good, or whatever. Like this is new information like coming to you that's your mind's already comprehending, and oh, he's special, da da da, which is making you perhaps feel less than that's not the point. You have codes for me that I need to receive from you that will awaken me. So this is where the lenses and from the man's beings where they really talk about everything is of equal value, everything is of equal value.

SPEAKER_00 1:04:19

Everything so the mantis beings then. Uh you you you've obviously been bringing them through um at several different points during this discussion. When they communicate with you, do they ever sort of talk with light language as well? Or um, you you you know, you kind of mentioned that they die like dissecting words and you know, sort of feeding that back through a proper loop. Um, uh if I was to sort of maybe ask them a few questions from my higher self, yeah, um, I I think I would prefer to have that type of conversation now, knowing that you know they might be sort of listening to the the judgment and the question.

SPEAKER_02 1:04:55

Um listen, you you ask you be yourself. They don't come with judgment at all, they just allow you to become conscious of what you're unconscious of. It's really from an unconscious loving place. So let me bring them through. Would you like that? And then and then you can ask whatever questions, and then please make sure to get me out of it because if you don't say, like, please like bring Tony back, I'll be in it for quite a while. Okay, okay. Because I don't leave my body, I'm here, but I'm hyper aware of infinite realities. It's just insane. I'm here, but not here. It's it's nuts. Um, so they have the way of like coming through, so they're gonna um like do tuning and stuff to answer your question. They I don't do light language, I have written light language. Um, I had three psychics that said you should write light. I haven't I haven't followed through yet. Uh you trust synchronicity, so um, but they tune with words sometimes and they've been whistling recently, which is kind of which is sound, right? So I don't know, I don't know, like rarely like do they whistle, but that has come through at a few channeling sessions for people. Um I'm gonna bring them in, they'll bring a message. And then they'll ask you, uh, or they say you're welcome to pose a question. When you hear that, then you can ask your questions, okay? And like for the audience, if you're not driving, close your eyes, just go into your heart and take a deep breath in, and very slowly breathe out and just relax your nervous system. And we'll do it again. And it's about the slowness of the breath, just feel every breath going into your lungs, into your body very slowly, regardless of my instructions. Keep breathing in and in and in slowly, and as you breathe out, just ah, feel your body, just relax and just open your heart. And from the stargate, we come through in this way to co-create with you this beautiful reality of oneness to merge our heart with your heart. To be one with you in this way. To be one with the reflective energies that each and every one of you are. And as we connect with you in this way, we are here to remind you that every consciousness that exists on your planetary body, every consciousness that is experienced through your physical eyes on this planetary body and beyond, are all mirrors of self, are all mirrors of the one self that your mind, that your intention, that your intuition is leading you to. And that is what ascension is all about, that is what expansion of the self is, to begin to see and recognize yourself in everything that seems to reside outside of you. And with that, we will begin our dialogue with you in this way. You are welcome to pose a question when you are ready.

SPEAKER_00 1:09:45

Thank you. Okay, so I, on a personal level, have um uh I would say an issue with being judgmental. So I like to believe that I'm a loving and compassionate person, and yet sometimes when I'm out walking my dogs and you know, I see something going on that doesn't feel in alignment with me, I'll go into judgment with about it. And then I end up beating myself up. Um, and I'm thinking, well, you know, how can I be a loving and compassionate person when I am judging everything outside of myself that's not like me? What guidance could you offer for me specifically, just boots on the ground, day-to-day sort of stuff that's going to help me in that moment to release that judgment.

SPEAKER_02 1:10:52

What does unconditional love mean to you?

SPEAKER_00 1:10:58

So unconditional love means to love all aspects of everything without any form of judgment, you know. So unconditional love is where I love without conditions. It's about seeing perfection in everything.

SPEAKER_02 1:11:20

It's about thank you for saying that. Thank you for reaching the destination of perfection. What is perfection? How does it look like to you?

SPEAKER_00 1:11:40

It's an it's a difficult question to answer because I suppose it depends on the situation. I think perfectionism for me would be um a reality that where I see um loving and good behavior from the things that I see outside of myself, and where there is a sense of um a mutual respect and community and uh togetherness, union and um compassion. Um this is yeah, this is what I would say is unconditional love.

SPEAKER_02 1:12:37

Yes. How about the idea of seeing? Because you said the idea of perfection involves what you described, loving good behavior. How about unloving and bad behavior? Is that perfect?

SPEAKER_00 1:13:04

It is in theory. Um, I think in practice, that's where I tend to fail. It's where I go into judgment of what I would consider to be bad behavior, when I guess it's seeing the perfection in the bad behavior.

SPEAKER_02 1:13:25

Yes. And perhaps when you find yourself within that loop, that karmic cycle, that loop that is repeating over and over and over again. Neutralize and let go the idea of even the meaning of perfection. Yes, begin letting go of such construct because even the idea of the construct of perfection is limited in nature, isn't it, our dearest one?

SPEAKER_00 1:14:04

Because perfection is different for each and every single one of us.

SPEAKER_02 1:14:12

And because within the idea of perfection, there is judgment built in when within it, underneath it, isn't there? When you say this is perfect, you are essentially say something else is not as perfect. Yes, yes, yes, and that is judgment, that is separation that many of you within humanity are unconscious of, because you have been conditioned to believe that is a destination of value when you begin to fall away from the idea of words, because words in their own construction are limited. When we pose the question to you, how do you define construction, uh perfection? You mentioned it is hard to describe fully, but you attempted to, yes? Yes, why is it hard to describe fully?

SPEAKER_00 1:15:19

Uh that's a good question. Yes, I I think perfection is difficult to describe because it doesn't exist.

SPEAKER_02 1:15:35

Yes, thank you for illuminating your mind, and now you are beginning to understand the consciousness of what you say. Yes, the idea of perfection was fed into your mind to be something, but now you realize that it is an illusion, isn't it? So when you begin to let go of certain words that unconscious to you, but somehow you are becoming conscious of, and begin to pose the question, frame it from a different way. That how can I see God, the God molecule, the love in what I am witnessing, regardless of what the mind, the ego, the construct wants to label that experience to be. Because, as we mentioned before, as the channel mentioned before, the idea of good doesn't exist, evil doesn't exist, perfect doesn't exist, imperfect doesn't exist. All of these descriptions that are tied to emotions do not exist. What exists is creation at its best, creation at its own conscious essence. Does that make sense? And when you begin to redefine your world as simply creation everywhere, that word in its own, because you have been conditioned to see the word of creation from an expanded frequency, allows you to begin to experience words, emotions, experiences from that lens. Does that make sense?

SPEAKER_00 1:17:23

Yes, it does. Yes. So, okay, so I have another question.

SPEAKER_02 1:17:33

We're not finished yet, our dearest one. Sorry, we're not no need to apologize, our dearest one. We are simply allowing you to become conscious of what you specifically asked. Your question was tools of awakening within self, not to judge who thyself, yes. The same concept that even though you catch and witness yourself judging an idea through the unconsciousness of self, allows that version of you to simply be creation. Yes, yes, allow yourself to step back and witness the beautiful, powerful, indestructible nature of who you are, because even that unconscious experience of judging thyself was created by a higher conscious state of being. Yes, yes, yes, and why would such a higher conscious state of being allow you to experience a shade of unconsciousness so that it could eventually become conscious, yes, and so you can experience that shade, that part, that shard, that facet of the infinite. Yes, yes, you see, it is easy for the physical mind to see separative beings as shards of creation. Many of you have mentioned within the spiritual community that I am a shard, that God's source one day decided to shatter itself into many pieces to experience itself individually. Yes, yes, that makes sense to the mind, yes, yes, allow us to go multidimensionally within the concept of ideas and words and experiences that even the unconscious experience that formulated the question that you posed is a shard of creation. Does that make sense? Yes, yes, and when you become conscious of that, then you neutralize those labels of judgment and you simply allow yourself to witness the magical being that you are, because even through the limitation of the mind, through the unconscious of the mind, through the programming, you are experiencing the idea of self-judgment that in itself as a container is creation, isn't it? Yes, yes, and creation is love, isn't it? Yes, unconditionally, without conditions that you get to experience that facet and that shade of the infinite, yes, it is the compilation, the addition of the infinite probabilities, possibilities, experiences that you can experience consciously that allows you to remember that you are everything, our dearest one. Because shall you be stuck? Let's say there is no stuckness, but the mind will comprehend this. Shall you be stuck on one paradigm, on one spectrum, let's say, of positivity, and defining that this is my infiniteness in reality? That is not your infiniteness, as the illusionary world you've created and deemed to be infiniteness when your infiniteness truly is the whole spectrum, yes. Yes, yes, so be gentle on yourself the next time, the next time you catch yourself, judge yourself, catch yourself, become unconscious, see that experience as an act of God, as a shade, as a costume God put on today of unforgetfulness, of judgment, simply to experience. God never judges you. Humanity, through its construct, created the idea of judgment, because you see, God experiences itself, gets codes and data of its own expansion and comprehension through your lens when you unconditionally love yourself. Yes, yes, the more that you separate yourself consciously or unconsciously, the more that you give codes or rob codes from the one to experience itself through you. There is an idea of integration, bringing the pieces together to self, so God can experience itself through that, and there's also the disintegration or the separation of, but both of them are of value, and when you begin to unconditionally love, even the separative experiences and ideas that you were conditioned not to love is what allows God to also become conscious of that version of itself. Is that clear? One last message for you that we will share. The image of what seems to be an elven, feminine in nature, elven being large ears, but this specific elven being has an emblem similar to the idea of diamond shaped on her forehead. You will begin to connect with her in the very near future of your timing.

SPEAKER_00 1:23:45

Okay, thank you.

SPEAKER_02 1:23:46

Yes, with our unconditional love, bright, bright, bright, bright white light of creation, and the darkest shadows of the infinite. We thank you for this beautiful co-creation of oneness and for allowing us to fully be present with you and conscious with you in this way, as we have expanded our own understanding of whom we are through your precious lens. And in turn, you have allowed God, source the one to become conscious and aware of whom it is through your precious lens. You are always loved unconditionally and are never judged by creation. We will bring the channel back momentarily as we head back to the Antares Target.

SPEAKER_00 1:24:57

How are you feeling?

SPEAKER_02 1:24:58

Good. I always feel energetic after channeling.

SPEAKER_00 1:25:05

They have such a beautiful way of being able to really explore and and look into you know the human psyche, don't they?

SPEAKER_02 1:25:17

I mean, it's insane because in my everyday life, when I'm like normal, that's not how I talk, that's not how I think. That's not I have no, I'm not a surgeon of words. I don't even know a lot, like I talk normal and I think normal. So it's it's just insane. And I learn through them. I I learn through these through these dialogues when I um like I've you know, um like there are many channelers, you know, out there that like sit on their own and begin channeling their guides. I've never been called to do that ever. All my channeling um information has come through dialogues of with humans, with like one-on-one sessions at the stage. Um, it's just transgressed just naturally that way. Um so yeah, it's um it's profound.

SPEAKER_00 1:26:05

It's it's amazing, you know, it's beautiful, and it's it's it's lovely because you can tell it's coming from you know, sort of um of an expanded awareness and a and a deep heart space as well. It was interesting that you brought up that character at the end, and it just reminded me of one of the cards that I created in the cosmic family oracle card deck.

SPEAKER_02 1:26:28

I swear to God, the ears and the thing on her head, precisely it's like that, isn't it? It's precisely the ears and the thing there, like literally, wow.

SPEAKER_03 1:26:38

Oh healing, what is she?

SPEAKER_00 1:26:41

Healing what? Well, it's a healing childhood trauma and abuse, so it's it's quite fitting, isn't it, to what we've been speaking about today.

SPEAKER_02 1:26:50

And look, guys, I don't know anything about Hayden. We just met via email a month ago. We rescheduled today, and it's the first time we ever talked. I don't even know what he does. Uh like, I mean, I do this all the time, but it's it's it's cool to get confirmation because you're like, okay, I'm not going crazy. Um oh my god, thank you. Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow.

SPEAKER_00 1:27:10

So, where can they find you? Where, like, if someone wants to connect with the amazing work that you're doing.

SPEAKER_02 1:27:14

Thank you. Uh, so my first name, last name.com, t-o-n-i, uh, g-h-a-zi.com. Um, also Instagram, TikTok, YouTube, and like Facebook at the Ontarian Heart. Um, the Ontarian Heart. He'll have it somewhere there. I can't spell it in in my head. Um, yeah, and I leave a lot of videos and I have tons of events on my website. You see all the events that I'm going to. I'm actually going to the UK and you know, I'm going to Palm Beach, Florida next week, and UK in August, and Pennsylvania, and a few other events. And uh, once my like documentaries like go out, I will I'll post them on the website. Although I'm revamping my website too. I'm gonna have two of them, one for corporate, one for crazy woo-woo. Uh oh, I'm also the only one in the world that makes praying mantis crystal skulls. Wow. The only one nobody connects with them as much as I do. Uh, and I own a 20 million year old amber that has a praying mantis in it, an insect, which you can see uh like you know on like my website. So all of these like crystal skulls, I uh I can activate them uh like um like with uh with like a whole shamanic ritual. As you know, crystals like like the crystal skulls, you can they're you know, intelligence, they're they're like consciousness, you can travel with them because they're like handheld, you can do like grid work with them, they can be your assistants, astral dreaming, healing, activations, uh their consciousness. Um, I have an amazing carver. Uh, what else? I have a I have a book that I wrote, it's not out yet, but eventually I'm I'm like part of four anthology book books. Uh you like I wrote a chapter as part of many chapters of you know other authors. Yeah, there's a lot going on, and I still sell real estate.

SPEAKER_00 1:28:59

So there's a lot going on. You know, I don't know how you fit it all into your day. I really don't, but thank you so much for sharing your journey with us and for bringing us into your lived experience of awakening and synchronicity and channeling for all the amazing you know messages that you offered through the mantis beings today. It's always fascinating to hear how reality unfolds differently for each individual as your consciousness expands. And uh your story offers a powerful reminder, I think, on how mysterious and lit the human experience can be. So for anyone who's listening, you know, take what resonates with you and question everything. And most importantly, stay open to your own path of self-discovery. This has been Cosmic Conversations and the incredible Tony Ghazi. It's just incredible to meet with you today. And I'll look forward to seeing you on the next episode.

SPEAKER_01 1:29:53

Amazing. We'd love to come back. Thank you.